tianhai

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there is a saying:

wise men are those who spend time practising things that fools feel uncomfortable doing…

to a very high extend, i agree to it. not everything everyone feels comfortable doing.. therefore, those who spend effort practising it.. and trying to overcome it will succeed.. those who succumb to difficulties they encounter halfway.. will therefore fail at that point..

i loved the story of the froggy (from the email zh sent me).. froggy, if u happened to read this blog entry, pay attention to this story k??

Once upon a time there was  a bunch of tiny frogs…. who arranged a running  competition.

The goal was to reach the top of a very  high tower. 

A big crowd had gathered around the  tower to see the race and cheer on the  contestants…. 

The race  began…. 

Honestly:

No one in  crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach  the top of the tower.

You heard statements  such as: 

"Oh, WAY too  difficult!!" 

"They will NEVER make it to the  top." 

or: 

"Not a chance  that they will succeed. The tower is too  high!" 




The tiny  frogs began collapsing. One by one…. 

Except for  those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and  higher….

The crowd continued to  yell,  "It is too difficult!!! No one will  make it!"

More tiny  frogs got tired and gave up…. 

But ONE  continued higher and higher and  higher…. 

This one wouldn’t give  up! 






At the  end everyone else had given up climbing the tower.  Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort,  was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all  of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how  this one frog managed to do it?




A  contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the  strength to succeed and reach the  goal?

It turned out….

That the  winner was DEAF!!!! 

wat’s the moral of the story??

Be DEAF  when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your  dreams! 

inside ur heart, you know u can do it.. and therefore u can!!!!!!!

todae went for my 4th circuit assessment… failed 3 times le…

this time laggi worse… the moment i come out from start line, i failed le… "fail to stop at stop line"… xian…

at that time i still dunno that was an immediate failure.. so i completed the test carefully.. scoring only 4 demerit points!!!!! but the immediate failure failed me… so xian…

i just discovered a new singer call jane zhang, zhang liang ying.. she’s from china 超级女声。she’s 3rd in that competition… so amazing!! her singing is simply fantastic!! and yet she only got 3rd… china is realli full of talent..

recommend this song re-sang by jane zhang… Loving You… i tink seldom got singers can reach that key… realli 不可思议！

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0AEfAVDOX8

this is the link! do go and listen!!!

爱上一个人未必要看见这个人
爱上一个人未必可抱紧这个人

明天总有别人太现实还是太假
只想我能做得到因这句话忘记他

要放低一个人浪漫过拥抱这个人
永远爱一个人亦易过不爱这个人

回忆总算美丽快乐时曾后悔吗
只想我还做不到因这句话忘记他

我爱上一个人为什么只爱这个人
我爱上一片云但未必拥有这片云

回想七岁那日我又何尝遇见他
当天我谁亦不怕怎怕未能忘记他

我爱上一个人为什么只爱这个人

我想我属于黑夜… 夜的宁静，夜的孤单，都在包容着我。当我寂寞，伤心时，只要和夜融在一起，我就会被融化在这片平静之中。一切就会变得没什么，没关系..

夜的美丽，足够帮我疗伤。我爱黑夜.. 就让黑夜成为我的一双眼睛，让我可以看清这世界.. 就让夜永远陪伴着我。。。

i suddenly realized there are many frens around me who are not happy when i happened to sit down and read their blogs…

i felt so helpless.. how i wish i can help them… but i dunnoe how can i help…

friends, life is realli not so easy… but don’t be disheartened.. learn to appreciate the beautiful part of life.. and u will find the light…

i suddenly feel like listening to this song by richie ren xian qi…bu yao bian

不要变

如果能看淡聚散分离
或许我会更擅长安慰伤心
陪朋友唱了整整一夜失恋人的歌曲
我好想你
但不忍离去
我想我不会懂到底什么原因
怎么这城市里到处流行破碎恋情
是否不贪心的人反而会特别地幸运
当世界翻天又覆地
我们还在一起
你爱我我爱你不要变行不行
不多看不多听只认定这份感情
谁爱我谁爱你都不变行不行
让未来像从前风平浪静
永远都尽全力捍卫相爱的决心

爱情魔发师，一部刻画爱情，亲情，友情，与追求梦想过程的偶像剧。

这是一处非常好的偶像剧。剧情紧凑动人，还少不了搞笑的元素。

当你觉得自己生活太平淡，需要找回年少时甜甜的爱情的感觉，与追求梦想时的不顾一切，你应该观看这部偶像剧。

“人活着就是为了一个梦。”

“如果你不对她说出心理的感受，你会后悔一辈子的。”

等等台词，已在我心里留下很深的印记。

希望他也能感动你的心扉，为你的生活增加一点色彩。

tonite is a sleepless nite… i am still thinking of the match i should win.. and i didn’t… i wasn’t confident enuff.. my mind went blank…

i am so tired… both mentally and physically… this period, i have been so busy… busying with training, and studying for gre… there isn’t a 1 day which i can relax and enjoy… i am not ascetic… i also wan to enjoy life… wishing for a short 1,2 days holiday.. missing the hall6 one day malaysia trip where we go and watch the fireflies… missing the thailand trip with the tabletennis team where we laughed crazily, and had lots of fun… missing the hongkong trip and the good food… missing my tian wai fei xian.. and my er zuo ju zhi wen!!

my final year is going to start soon… and i haven’t plan preparing my FYP… it will be going to be difficult.. hope i still can find time to train tabletenis and coach tabletennis.. tabletennis has now become not only a hobby, but an integral part of my life.. can’t imagine wat my life will be without tabletennis..

maybe i should stop tabletennis for a while.. and start appreciating other aspects of life… to learn to let go is the most difficult part of life… however, every start will be accompanied with an end… hope my tabletennis career can have a good ending..

haiz… my mind went blank again… every paragraph of this blog entry seemed to have no link… i also dunno wat i am writing.. just feel like writing something..

haha!!! i shall end this nonsense here..

……………………………………………

i still remember wat coach chua said to me..

"只要我还活着的一天，我就不会放弃乒乓。"

till now i am still holding on is because of wat he say…

today lost a very winnable match… but still… i won’t be demoralised by this…

i will carry on to try try and try!!

coach 吴显峰 once told zhenting…

"你能进步多少就看你能坚持多久"

i am going to 坚持 until i can do it…

i am going to do something aberrant with alacrity… that is to write this entry… after you have read this entry, please do not find me.. because very possibly, i would have absconded.. anyway, i know that you will be too stupefied to do anything! hehe! i am not very eloquent in english. Therefore writing this entry is arduous to me. However, to get myself more familiar with all these chim chim words.. i still have to write this entry.. i know u will not read this entry with approbation.. anyway, i am not erudite.. i am writing all these out of ennui.. (however still with alacrity!!!) this perfunctory entry may be noxious to you.. so remember to go see a mental doctor after reading it.. don’t feel that it is onerous doing so.. because going crazy is bad.. and i sincerely don’t wish to see any of my readers in woodbridge hospital.. all of you know that i am an austere person. everything i do is canonical. i am not like those capricious guys who is so unpredictable and always like to perform precipitate actions. Writing this post is really for my own reading.. it’s not a chicanery or anything or this sort.. so please do not fulminate me, censure me of my doing, or try to stymie me to carry on writing this post. although writing this post is not axiomatic, but it also does not enervate anyone as you can choose to stop reading… lately, i had did something with effrontery. you can say that i am audacious, but i know i had done something that i should and i deserve some lauding. oh please! do not make while guesses. i am not learning any martial art, neither am i a nascent kungfu master. i am just try to upgrade myself to be a connoisseur of the martial art. if you have any queries regarding any type of martial arts, be it teakwondo, chinese kungfu, thai boxing, you can approach me directly.. there are many types of martial arts in this world.. all of them are convoluted in their’s own way and disparate from the others. however, they are not discordant from one another. all martial arts are developed with the primary purpose of defending and guarding.. therefore, although they are disparate, but they are not discordant. if anyone of u is expert in this field and would like to refute my theory, please feel free to do so.. i will be more than grateful if u can disabuse me and i can recant my early statements about martial arts..